it is over or just started

i used to think of ending my A-levels as soon as possible....

most of the people tell me that A-levels is one of tough course in pre-u level,,
i just dont believe them as they advised me...

for 1.5years,,,
i had live with it and survive...
what else do i lost???

nothing actually....
i met different people at the same time....

1 thing in common about us is we suffered quite a lot during A-levels...
but,,,we do enjoy the times together....
making noise in the library...
rush to a movie after a day of study....
having lunch together...

now,,,,,
everything is kinda over....
it is done....

but,,,,
i dont seem to be excited about it....
maybe it is the disappointment of still unsure of the future ahead....

how come i still cannot have set my future well enough????

i really dunno...

however,,,
at least i have more option now....
with an alternative that no one would think of choosing it

and,,,,
i can use my 6 months of holidays to consider what can i do ^^